Today is the first day of the rest of my life. . .

Today is the day I realized life really sucks. About a year and a half ago I stopped working for other companies and decided to start my own business. Good idea, at least I thought. Even though I work my ass off I barely make the bills. Why you ask because nobody fucking people that have not been in this business at all got laid off of ford and GM and all the sudden I have to cut my prices in half to stay alive. I have went to churches for food a couple times, Do you know how that makes me feel? Of course some of you do, but why should we? I have put too much time into this to stop, I love my work and my customers want to get work done but cant afford it anymore so I have to rely almost completely on new customers and they try to undercut me too. So I just need a place to let it out, so I'm here.